I WANNA BE MYSELF

ever since my holidays, i nv really enjoyed.
1st 2 weeks was working @ FarEast, and unpleasant incidents happened. Now i'm no longer wanna go back there.
3rd-4th week, i was working @ Apple. Pay was good, but i didn't like the culture there.
5th-7th week, (till now), i'm sick. Maybe no work to do, sick god came to keep me company.

through these weeks, something has been bugging me. i know lam and deb been asking me to join them for a gathering @ rac ho house. I know its been a great opportunity for me to meet more friends. widen my social circle. the smses, the calls, i know where they coming from. i v much wanna go also. but there's this something that i dun wanna do, i dun wanna lie to my mum anymore.

Its always against my conscience how successful i seem to have "convinced" her that i'm going to school for a camp or going for a short trip.

i wanna learn to tell her the truth and let her know and truly convinve her that i know who i'm with, what i'm doing.

Del, thanks for advising me on what i should do. u took the wrong steps to convince your parents, i hope i need not follow ur footsteps. but i will not rule out the possiblity that i will if she still doesn't give me that trust an adult should get

rac, deb, thanks for encouraging me to step out of my little world. i thought i know the world, but i was wrong. after hearing what people of our age is doing, its time i jump out of the well and do what i wanna do and be who i wanna be.

Thanks for always being there for me sisters. When is aman coming back. I miss having coffee wf u guys. and supper... and clubbing... and other ppl's chalets... and staying over @ ur house...