ever since my holidays, i nv really enjoyed.
1st 2 weeks was working @ FarEast, and unpleasant incidents happened. Now i'm no longer wanna go back there.
3rd-4th week, i was working @ Apple. Pay was good, but i didn't like the culture there.
5th-7th week, (till now), i'm sick. Maybe no work to do, sick god came to keep me company.
through these weeks, something has been bugging me. i know lam and deb been asking me to join them for a gathering @ rac ho house. I know its been a great opportunity for me to meet more friends. widen my social circle. the smses, the calls, i know where they coming from. i v much wanna go also. but there's this something that i dun wanna do, i dun wanna lie to my mum anymore.
Its always against my conscience how successful i seem to have "convinced" her that i'm going to school for a camp or going for a short trip.
i wanna learn to tell her the truth and let her know and truly convinve her that i know who i'm with, what i'm doing.
Del, thanks for advising me on what i should do. u took the wrong steps to convince your parents, i hope i need not follow ur footsteps. but i will not rule out the possiblity that i will if she still doesn't give me that trust an adult should get
rac, deb, thanks for encouraging me to step out of my little world. i thought i know the world, but i was wrong. after hearing what people of our age is doing, its time i jump out of the well and do what i wanna do and be who i wanna be.
Thanks for always being there for me sisters. When is aman coming back. I miss having coffee wf u guys. and supper... and clubbing... and other ppl's chalets... and staying over @ ur house...
Saturday, December 22, 2007
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
End of official lessons
Hurray! lessons r over! i got my 5.01 2day! VVV happy!
Realised that i have already cultivated some v bad habits for my driving. For example, i will turn the steering wheel with 1 hand; my right hand, n the left is left resting on my thigh.
the more lenient instructor says its ok to do so, cause the tester only interested to see whether i'm able to handle the car. The stricter instructor says its wrong to do so, although its easier to manovere the car, but i should not drive like what the qualified drivers on the road should.
I'm trying to do my best in making use of both my hands.
I'm scare of e brake now, cause the instructors do not practise it with us. Just pray for the best.
Man, i believe u can find the solution to the prob that's been bthering u, remember wat i said bout telling them early. Anyway, not much time left.
Sai, u missed the chalet! left only 3 of us in the chalet, dunno do wat but lie down n chit chat, but no worries, i dun blame u, who can anticipate the arrival of the monthly thing!!! ehehehe. take care n dun drink cold water. meet up soon.
2 weeks in apple was an eye opener for me. Got to know more ppl, professional ppl, alot of ang mo, and those strong figure heads that r leading the company towards higher grounds. only thing that i dun really like that's v realistic is that u seldom have friends once u work or should i say ppl take care of themselves only.
Maybe the difference between fef n apple is that fef is more family basded working environment, not like apple, thats more professional and US style. everything go by book.
Nonetheless, its jus a cold world out there. Satisfaction can only b found in the job only if u have a passion and friends outside of your working society as well as ur family love ones.
Had a great chalet with my family. think everyone's growing big and some; old, so the chalet nowadays is simplified. Buy lesser things, do lesser things, everyone take 5.... That's wat a chalet is for anyway! had our regular chat with mouse, and really cherish this kinship we have.
Supposed to b jobless the next few weeks till further notice. Sian! shall rot as of now.
Adious
Realised that i have already cultivated some v bad habits for my driving. For example, i will turn the steering wheel with 1 hand; my right hand, n the left is left resting on my thigh.
the more lenient instructor says its ok to do so, cause the tester only interested to see whether i'm able to handle the car. The stricter instructor says its wrong to do so, although its easier to manovere the car, but i should not drive like what the qualified drivers on the road should.
I'm trying to do my best in making use of both my hands.
I'm scare of e brake now, cause the instructors do not practise it with us. Just pray for the best.
Man, i believe u can find the solution to the prob that's been bthering u, remember wat i said bout telling them early. Anyway, not much time left.
Sai, u missed the chalet! left only 3 of us in the chalet, dunno do wat but lie down n chit chat, but no worries, i dun blame u, who can anticipate the arrival of the monthly thing!!! ehehehe. take care n dun drink cold water. meet up soon.
2 weeks in apple was an eye opener for me. Got to know more ppl, professional ppl, alot of ang mo, and those strong figure heads that r leading the company towards higher grounds. only thing that i dun really like that's v realistic is that u seldom have friends once u work or should i say ppl take care of themselves only.
Maybe the difference between fef n apple is that fef is more family basded working environment, not like apple, thats more professional and US style. everything go by book.
Nonetheless, its jus a cold world out there. Satisfaction can only b found in the job only if u have a passion and friends outside of your working society as well as ur family love ones.
Had a great chalet with my family. think everyone's growing big and some; old, so the chalet nowadays is simplified. Buy lesser things, do lesser things, everyone take 5.... That's wat a chalet is for anyway! had our regular chat with mouse, and really cherish this kinship we have.
Supposed to b jobless the next few weeks till further notice. Sian! shall rot as of now.
Adious
Sunday, December 02, 2007
Motivated to work for money
Exams were over bout a month now.
Since then, life's been quite a rountine for me: Work, Eat, Sleep
Knowing that i have to depend on myself to earn my money for next 2 sems, I've got no choice but be very motivated to work hard.
Started off with FEF, working bout 2 weeks there, but due to my driving lessons, i have to work half days there.
Now i'm with Apple for 3 weeks, everyone should know y i work @ Apple instead of FEF.
I'm into my last week with them and thinking of going back to FEF is a drag, we know y too. But where else can i work to get an equivalent pay as Apple? DUNNO!
The only thing that I'm not use to is having to wake up 6.30am everyday to head to AMK. Its worst then sitting for exams!
As for driving, I've finished 19 lessons, + 2 auto car lessons. Have 2 more lessons to go, before 4 revision lessons! AHHHHhhh.... THEN ITS PRACTICAL TEST... OMG!
Really keep my fingers cross for the test. hope everything runs smooth.....
Been jogging afew days since exams over, but that's seriously not enough! many more pounds of weight to shed!~ Someone tell me wat to do!!!!!
Exam results r out too: 3Credits= A grade and 1 Distinction= AD grade.
Not bad for a start off. but i think Credits kinda easy to get! cause AD is like 70 marks and above!!!!
Must work harder next sem.
Alright, Adious
Since then, life's been quite a rountine for me: Work, Eat, Sleep
Knowing that i have to depend on myself to earn my money for next 2 sems, I've got no choice but be very motivated to work hard.
Started off with FEF, working bout 2 weeks there, but due to my driving lessons, i have to work half days there.
Now i'm with Apple for 3 weeks, everyone should know y i work @ Apple instead of FEF.
I'm into my last week with them and thinking of going back to FEF is a drag, we know y too. But where else can i work to get an equivalent pay as Apple? DUNNO!
The only thing that I'm not use to is having to wake up 6.30am everyday to head to AMK. Its worst then sitting for exams!
As for driving, I've finished 19 lessons, + 2 auto car lessons. Have 2 more lessons to go, before 4 revision lessons! AHHHHhhh.... THEN ITS PRACTICAL TEST... OMG!
Really keep my fingers cross for the test. hope everything runs smooth.....
Been jogging afew days since exams over, but that's seriously not enough! many more pounds of weight to shed!~ Someone tell me wat to do!!!!!
Exam results r out too: 3Credits= A grade and 1 Distinction= AD grade.
Not bad for a start off. but i think Credits kinda easy to get! cause AD is like 70 marks and above!!!!
Must work harder next sem.
Alright, Adious
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